I
didn't see it coming. I was full of hopes and plans of living a life with you.
I wanted to grow old and have a family with you but everything vanished in thin
air when you told me you have had enough and you fell out of love. I tried to
hold on and win you back but I can't force myself to someone who doesn't want
me anymore. The more I tried the more we grew apart. I know I had my own share
of why you turned out to be someone you're not when I caused you so much pain 3
years ago. I did everything for you to make up for the things I did and yet it
wasn't enough. All the while I thought we were okay but you we're just
pretending and when you got tired you snapped and left me hanging. Yes it
hurts, 7 years and 10 months is really something. I gave you my life and my
everything. You can't just say they're just numbers coz all those times I spent
with you was my whole damn life. All these years I have learned to live with
you by my side to watch my back, and now it's difficult for me to live on my
own again. You used to be my number 1
fan and my best pal however I don't regret any of it. I know it's sad coz it
ended yet I'm happy to have known u and still thankful for the love you've
given me. I felt it and it was the best
feeling I have ever felt. I just want to say thank you for the memories. I
loved u once, I love u still, and I guess I will always will. We never really
stop loving a person, we just learn to live without them and after all that's
said and done, I'm ready to move on and start a new chapter… :)
